i hate myself :)

i hate myself :)

2017 • 56m • Documentary

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Available until Sep 22, 2038

Available Worldwide

Language

English

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About the film

"Boldly provocative” – Scott Macaulay, Filmmaker Magazine

"Funny as hell" - Matt Fagerholm, Indie Outlook

"It's refreshing to see a filmmaker embrace this honesty with such gusto" – Katie Walsh, Indiewire

Nebbishy filmmaker Joanna Arnow documents her yearlong relationship with an open-mic poet provocateur. What starts out as an uncomfortably intimate portrait of a dysfunctional relationship and protracted mid-twenties adolescence, quickly turns into a complex commentary on societal repression, sexuality and self-confrontation through art.

Directed and shot by Joanna Arnow Edited by Max Karson and Joanna Arnow Executive Produced by Michael Galinsky and Suki Hawley Associate Produced by Lucy Bickerton

Festivals: Rooftop Films, Lower East Side Film Festival (Audience Award), Northside Film Festival (Best Feature Jury Prize), SF Indiefest, Unknown Pleasures, MDFF and NoBudge

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Crew

Joanna Arnow, Max Karson, Suki Hawley and Michael Galinsky, +1 more

Awards & recognition

Lower East Side Film Festival

Audience Award

Northside Film Festival

Best Feature

What people are saying

“"Demonstrate[s] how love in various forms, vacillates between ugliness and beauty.”"”

Clayton Dillard

Slant Magazine

“"i hate myself :) is confrontational and empathetic, cringe-inducing and heart-breaking, political and deeply personal."”

Dana Reinoos

Screen Slate

“"Boldly provocative"”

Scott Macaulay

Filmmaker Magazine

““Arnow's intimate and unvarnished gaze upon herself, her sex life and the state of modern dating in Brooklyn calls to mind Lena Dunham's work. Both women are "brave" in their willingness to expose themselves and any flaws or mistakes or foibles they might have. But while Dunham presents a thinly veiled representation of her life in "Girls”…Arnow sheds any trappings of fiction, presenting herself, her filmmaking, her relationships and her sex life in an at times shockingly frank manner. It's refreshing to see a filmmaker embrace this honesty with such gusto.””

Katie Walsh

Indiewire

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