Andrew W. Schwertfeger

Cindy Waitt

Gavin de Becker

Paul Lovelace

Nelson Walker

Amy Bench

Anne de Mare

Kirsten Kelly

Part quest for justice. Part journey towards healing. Decorated Nashville cop Mark Wynn wrestles with his own violent childhood while working to reform decades of domestic violence mishandling, cover-ups, and abuse from deep within law enforcement. “I lived with a monster. I know how this works.” Lt. Mark Wynn challenges fellow police officers to end generations of disregard and systemic failures around domestic violence. 

Part quest for justice. Part journey towards healing. Decorated Nashville cop Mark Wynn wrestles with his own violent childhood while working to reform decades of domestic violence mishandling, cover-ups, and abuse from deep within law enforcement.

“I lived with a monster. I know how this works.” Lt. Mark Wynn challenges fellow police officers to end generations of disregard and systemic failures around domestic violence. While training officers in rural Texas, Mark revisits his childhood home for the first time since he escaped as a child and confronts his family’s traumatic past. How was he able to break the cycle of violence that traps so many men?

With access to sensitive police trainings, the film explores the complex relationship between police and family violence. By revealing his own haunting childhood, Mark challenges other men to stand up and reform the system to better help women and children. “Men create 98% of these crimes – it’s up to us to stop the violence.”

Bringing together the Producers, Impact Producers and Filmmakers from The Homestretch, Audrey & Daisy, Private Violence and Bully, this project brings a unique depth to the dialogue around police reform and challenges perceptions of violence against women and children.

Purple Ribbon Award

SIMA Impact Award

Anchorage International Film Festival

Chagrin Documentary Film Festival

Salute Your Shorts Film Festival

New Hope Film Festival

Interested in having Lt. Mark Wynn on your post-screening panel, as a keynote speaker for your conference or event, or as a trainer (or all of the above)?  Approximate fee for in-person appearances: $3500 (plus travel) depending on scope of duties and number of days.  Virtual engagements are also available. Visit www.markwynn.com for information and course descriptions.  Contact markwynn@edge.net for scheduling.

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